56 55 Sakai is satisfied just by being next to him





 I rescued a girl who turned out to be lost, and the person I loved was with her sister as her guardian.

 I wondered what kind of miracle the odds were, and then something happened that I wouldn't have believed even if I had told myself yesterday....
 I was so surprised that I made a weird mistake, but... oh my god, how stupid I was thinking!
 Anyway, now I'm going on an unexpected date with the person I like - Kazu-kun.

 The proposer is his sister.
 She's a cute girl with black hair, and her breasts are big - really big.
 I just want her to share a little bit - but let's not think about it any more.

 I mean, she's definitely aware of her feelings for Kazu-kun, right?
 Otherwise, I wouldn't have asked you to act together in such an obvious way... would it have been so obvious? 
 
 I can see that she's exactly the reason Kazu-kun took a rare paid holiday.

 She was so cute and clever that it's hard to believe she was still in the first grade....
 The way Kazu looked at Amana-chan like that was very kind, and although it wasn't a good look for a child, I was envious of her.

 When you submitted your request for paid leave to Mr. Hinomoto, you said it was your purpose in life, but I wonder if Kazu is a pedophile or something...?
 Nope, don't think about doubting him like that.
 It's the date of your dreams now, and you need to enjoy it properly!

Sakai. Like I said before, thanks for finding Amana-chan.
'Don't worry about it. It just happens to be me, and I don't need to be so awed and grateful.
Even so, it was Sakai who actually helped the girl, and I still want to thank him.
''Well. Can we expect a thank you then?
''Ugh ... please be gentle with me ...''

 I enjoy this casual conversation.
 Just walking side by side with Kazu, my heart is already filled with happiness.

 However, I wasn't thinking about getting an honorarium, so I'm not sure what to get for it.

 It's awkward to ask someone to buy you something too expensive or large, and it's not the time to eat, so you don't feel hungry.
 However, if you buy something cheap and small, he won't be satisfied with it.

So, what is it that Sakai is looking for?
Hmmm. It's quite troubling when it's said, isn't it~

 I racked my brain for what I wanted, but I never got an answer.
 Then I thought, "Well, let's just enjoy this as a pure date until we come up with something.

Let's go around to different shops for now. And if there's something good in it, that is.
Yes, sir.

 When I told him of my policy, Kazu-kun easily accepted it without a disapproving look on his face.
 
 I guess it's because I don't recognize it as a date anyway.......but when I think about it, I feel like an idiot for expecting it, and I'm irresistibly angry at myself for expecting it.

 I wanted to make myself aware of myself at will from this Park Nenin, so I hugged his arm as hard as I could.

''Hey, Sakai!
Isn't that a lot of people? We have to make sure they stick together so they don't get separated.
I mean, this is a little too close to the heart.
What? Are you possibly thrilled?
I didn't...

 Do you realize that you can't convince me to be so red-faced?
 Well, I hope this makes you a little more aware of the fact that we're all rather full of it, too, right?

 .........heartbeat, I hope you didn't hear it.

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 After much consideration, we decided to look for something of note in the general store.
 To tell the truth, it's just a front, and I didn't tell anyone that I was just saying it in passing.

 Nevertheless, Kazu doesn't seem to doubt that he is still recommending me to pick up the items.
 You can see how serious he is in his own way in choosing items that he would not feel uncomfortable with in a woman's room, and if you are not careful even a little bit, your cheeks almost loosen up.

'Yeah. There's someone you're interested in, right, Sakai? Then you can choose what you want to give that person!

 I pinched my unprotected side with my hand out of frustration because the lover himself came running out of his mouth to say something stupid.
 It's so hard that it's almost like I'm going to cause internal bleeding.

 He remembers talking about it before, during a dinner at a junior's wedding, but the way he doesn't seem to think of himself as if he's the one he's interested in is inexplicably annoying.
 I'm the one who hasn't clearly expressed my feelings, but even if I didn't, you should be a little more aware of it, you insensitive person!

 
Why are you pinching me?
'Because you're going to pull off something so stupid, Kazu.
Yeah.....

 When I let go of my fingers, Kazu-kun gives me a puzzled look as he holds his side.
 He seems unexplainable about the reason for the attack, but if I'm honest about it, it would only be a confession, so I'll let it slide.

 Why do I have to let the person in question choose what to give to the person I love?
 Surely that would make him happy for sure though!
 But if you do that, even Park Geun-jin here would notice!

 If I could do that in the first place, I wouldn't have been a slacker for six years.

 I don't remember when I decided to stop that slacking off because I noticed a change in Kazu.
 He's been doing so much better lately than he was until April of this year.
 It should be a good thing that the guy I love is doing well, but I was somehow feeling anxious, which is the opposite of happy. 

 I'm sure I've found a good way to relieve stress, but seeing Kazu interacting with Amana, my anxiety, which should have calmed down, started to smolder again.

 When you think about it, you wonder if you can leave someone you trust enough to leave your child in the care of someone you know.
 Even if there was no one else to rely on, when you're still entrusting 6-year-old Amana, Kazu and that child's parents must have established a reasonable trusting relationship.

 Suddenly I remembered the woman he had called before inviting her to his junior's wedding.
 Then, even though he didn't like it, he connected the dots with a line.

 I don't want to think about this when it's just a date....

 Once you start to worry about it, you become aware of it like a small bone in your throat.
 Especially when it's someone you love.....

"──Hey, Kazu-kun.
Hmm?

 So I was more concerned about what I really wanted to ask than focusing on my date.
 The call that came out of such a thought, he still comes urging me to continue in his normal tone.
 

You're close with your parents, aren't you?

 While the feelings of wanting to hear and not wanting to hear are in conflict, the words I spit out as if they were squeezed out....

''Ah. Compared to when we met, I think I've gotten a lot closer to Ten(ish) Nashi(ish) than I did when we met.

 I'd never heard the name before, but I was told the reply included a trusting call that was undeniable.